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July 1988
Turning Tragedy into Teaching Awareness
Stroke Victim Swami Brahmananda Tests a Yogi's Mind-Over-Brain
Most swamis enter mauna, the
discipline of mind-and-voice silence by choice. In the mineral stream
regions of the Blue Hills, South India, a cave-dwelling yogi - Swami
Jeganatha - has practiced silence for nearly twenty years. He also wears
jocky underwear in lieu of a loin cloth and when he really wants to
communicate can scribble across a blackboard faster than you can say
Dakshinamurthi, Siva as the silent teacher. But sitting inside his
rock-hewn meditating nitch, absorbed in the unending stillness of mauna,
Swami Jeganatha touches God's face of pure consciousness.
Swami
Brahmananda Sarasvati didn't enter mauna by choice. He's a gifted, driven
communicator - casual conversation, formal lectures, audio cassettes and
long streams of writing. He talks of deep, and deeply personal, subjects:
yoga, the psychology of yoga and the Shankaran Vedantist philosophy his
yoga teaching cloaks.
But the swami's karma retooled communication
into introspection. It came late in his life, he is now in his 70's. One
evening over four years ago, while the sprightly monk was consumed in his
ashram affairs, an artery in the left lobe of his brain burst. The right
side of his body froze in paralysis. He couldn't speak. His right eye and
ear didn't relay sense information. As he lay on the bed surrounded by
friends and students, he couldn't even remember their names or his name
for that matter. Visual memory was intact, but language was gone - three
languages went silent.
It faintly returned. He was Dr. Ramamurthi
Mishra - neurosurgeon, psychiatrist, Sanskrit scholar and yoga guru with
two major ashrams in North America: Ananda Ashram in Monroeville, New
York, and Nadabrahmananda Ashram in San Francisco, California. Swami
Brahmananda, whose pre-sannyas life as Dr. Mishra was like three lives
triple-helixed into one, was gaining his verbal history back.
Day
by day the mental cobwebs of words grew to match the pictures of the past:
teaching at a Bombay medical college, coming to the West in 1955 for
advanced studies, joining the staff of Bellvue Hospital at New York
University. In 1958, a full decade before the flower-child generation
embraced drugs and Eastern mysticism,
When ISKCON founder, Swami
Prabhupada, first came to New York in 1966, totally unknown, Dr. Mishra
took him in. Prabhupada cooked delicious meals and the two of them would
duel over the merits of Chaitanya dualism versus Shankaran monism.
Prabhupada took it much more seriously than Mishra, who is playful by
nature. He was dark-haired with a mercurially-altering face, compact -
like a tank - and undaunted about rumbling over rough terrain and
obstacles. In his next two decades he would face many.
But now in
the aftermath of the stroke, when his teaching mission was going so well,
half of his body wasn't working and mauna had been biologically imposed.
Swami recalls - through writing done with a retrained left hand - "My
condition was like a defective telephone, like a one-way phone which could
receive in-coming calls, but could not be used for outside
calls."
The silence came as a yogic opportunity. Swami Brahmananda
has always been an experimenter. The Dr. Mishra side of himself was at the
vanguard of mixing psychology and yoga, a frothy but not incompatable
alchemy. When he quit his New York medical practice in 1966, he eventually
became a doctor of acupuncture.
Out on his beautiful Ananda Ashram,
he briefly introduced LSD as an artificial booster into Ananda. Swami
Brahmananda knows his brain. He was a neurosurgeon. He also knows his
mind. He was a yogi psychiatrist who had written a successful 518-page
book on Patanjali's Yoga Sutras entitled, The Textbook of Yog Psychology.
Here was the ultimate experiment: impaired by a stroke that had throttled
memory and speech, where would his mind go? What happens with a mind, eve
a disciplined mind such as his, when it is cut off from internal and
external expression? Not surprisingly, the mind curves back on itself, for
that is what happens in yoga as the process of pranayama (breath control),
pratyahara (sense withdrawal) and dharana (mental concentration) shuts
down bodily awareness and the second chakra activity of thought creation.
Swami Brahmananda viewed his stroke as a God-send, even as a samadhi
experience. He writes, "...so God knocked on the door of my mind and brain
in the form of a stroke. Thus, heavenly bliss and God were revealed to me.
In the form of a stroke, it was final enlightenment. Half of my body is
gone. When I close my eyes during meditation, the other half of my body
also is gone. Thus, I become like blue sky." Nice phrase: "like blue sky."
Like the blue of the cosmic akasha.
Within a couple of months of
the stroke, he was able to intone Aum. Gradually, a modicum of speech
returned and that seemed to disappoint him, "I now know that 99% of all
talk is useless. Only 1% is real talk, and that I can speak. The power of
silence is pulling me in. I am not too happy to learn to speak
again."
Over the past four years, speech never returned to the
swami. He can walk gingerly. As we watch at his Nadabrahmananda Ashram - a
warm, roomy house - he communicates with gestures, short utterances and
brief written messages. He wears a giant talisman on a chain for important
ceremonies, a seeming sign that he is patriarch of several yoga and,
ironically, health organizations. They all come under the one banner of
International Center for Self-Analysis and are flung across North America
into Europe.
We have joined Swami Brahmananda for the 1988 Maha
Sivaratri celebrations, and typical of his fastidiousness - because there
is a question over when the astrologically-correct night is - Swami is
staying up 'till midnight the evening after Maha Sivaratri. It's an act of
will, and all his disciples, a little bleary eyed, are gamely going into
their 36th hour of Siva celebration with harmonium-powered chants and
droning of a bija (seed) mantra. There's a circular fireplace in the
middle of the temple room surrounded in mosaic by the signs of the zodiac.
Offerings of incense, oil and wood go into the fire. Off to the side is an
altar alive with nearly the entire pantheon of Hinduism.
Swami's
sishiya are attentive to him. They know their Sanskrit well. Both the East
and West coast ashrams have branched into natural healing, message and
cultural classes besides the yoga schooling. It's obvious that swami's
stroke hasn't stopped his guidance. There are, of course, all of his books
and essays and cassettes to draw from, but now they have learned to rely
on a glance, a guttural word and most importantly, his centered, silent
presence.
Swami's Yoga Insights
"According to yoga, the Self
of man is omnipresent, omnipotent and omniscient although such power is
not fully manifested in an untrained mind. Individual mind is
representative of cosmic Mind, so it can communicate with any other
individual mind or phenomenon anywhere, in any planet and solar
system.
As in the principle of radioactivity all substances are
radioactive, so all substances of the world are psychoactive. There is no
substance on which mind cannot act and react.
Development of body
and physical health are not ends in themselves. Such development is for
the purpose of developing the mental world and, by means of that,
developing a healthful mental, physical, social, national and
international atmosphere.
Likewise, development of psychic powers
in yoga is not an end in itself. The main aim of yoga is nirvanam,
kaivalyam (realization and freedom). Supernatural powers are an aid to
that goal."
Article copyright Himalayan
Academy.
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