|
|
 |
January 1996
Publisher's Desk
Beginning to Meditate
Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami
Many Hindus, both young and old, have been asking me recently
very deep and sincere questions about meditation. They have all visited
many temples, turned inward and had the desire to dive deeper into themselves
through this contemplative art, to internalize their worship after performing
external worship. Years ago, in 1970, seekers were asking me the same questions.
In response, I delivered and later published in a small book an inspired
talk called "Beginning to Meditate." We are pleased to share it
with you now in "Publisher's Desk," two-and-a-half decades later.
Below is the first half of that popular dissertation. We will continue it
next month. I'll be in India then in many cities with large groups and small,
attending conferences and conducting meditations. The schedule of the holy
yatra is on my Internet home page.
http://www.gurudeva.org
There are two forces that we become conscious of when we begin
to meditate: the odic force and the actinic force. Actinic force is pure
life energy emanating from the central source of life itself. Odic force
is magnetism that emanates out from our physical body, attracts and merges
with the magnetism of other people. The odic force is what cities are made
of, homes are made of. The actinic force, flowing through the physical body,
out through the cells and through the skin, eventually becomes odic force.
As soon as we begin to meditate, we become conscious of these
two forces and must be aware of how to deal with them. The odic forces are
warm, sticky. The actinic forces are inspirational, clean, pure, cool. We
seek in meditation the actinic force. When we begin to meditate, we have
to transmute the energies of the physical body from odic to the atinic.
By sitting up straight with the spine erect, the energies of
the physical body, which are called ida in Sanskrit, are transmuted.
The spine erect, the head balanced at the top of the spine, brings one into
a positive mood. In a position such as this we cannot become worried, fretful
or depressed or sleepy during our meditation.
Slumping the shoulders forward short-circuits the actinic forces
that flow through the spine and out through the nerve system. In a position
such as this it is easy to become depressed, to have mental arguments with
oneself or another, or to experience unhappiness. With the spine erect and
head balanced at the top of the spine, we are positive--dynamic. Thoughts
race through the mind substance, and we are aware of many, many thoughts.
Therefore, the next step is to transmute the energies from the intellectual
area of the mind so we must move our awareness into an area of the mind
which does not think but conceives, looks at the thinking area of the mind
detached.
Pingala is the force of the intellectual area of the
mind. This force is controlled and transmuted through the power of a regulated
breath. Pranayama is a method of breathing: nine counts as we exhale,
holding one; nine counts as we inhale, holding one count. Pranayama.
Be very sure to breathe the same number of counts out as in, or that
the breath is regulated to the same distance out as the same distance in.
This will quickly allow you to become aware of an area of the mind that
does not think but is intensely alive, peaceful, blissful, conceives the
totality of a concept rather than thinking out the various parts. This perceptive
area of the mind is where the actinic forces are most vibrant. The power
of the spine, simshumbese, is felt dynamically, and we are then ready
to begin meditation.
Meditate on awareness as an individual entity flowing through
all areas of the mind, as the free citizen of the world travels through
each country, each city, not attaching himself anywhere.
In meditation, awareness must be loosened and made free to
move vibrantly and buoyantly into the inner depths where peace and bliss
remain undisturbed for centuries; or out into the odic force fields of the
material world where man is in conflict with his brother; or into the internal
depths of the subconscious mind. Meditate, therefore, on awareness traveling
freely through all areas of the mind. The dynamic willpower of the meditator
in his ability to control his awareness as it flows into its inner depths
eventually brings him to a state of bliss, where awareness is simply aware
of itself, kaef. This would be the next area to move into in a meditation.
Simply sit in kaef, being totally aware that one is aware. New energies
will flood the body, flowing out through the nerve system, out into the
exterior world. The nature then becomes refined in meditating in this way.
A powerful meditation will fill and thrill you with an abundance
of actinic energy to be used creatively in the external world during the
activities of daily life. So, until next month sit quietly, for a few minutes
each day with the nicest person you know, yourself, and go in and in.
Return to the Table of Contents
Return to Hinduism Today Home Page
|